SMILES =)

2012-02-06T11:15:00.002+08:00

From the past to present,

attitude, character, behavior, myself.

Went through alot,

the hard or the good times,

I made me a better person.

I will continue to make myself better,

but it will be the same old me :D HOHO

2011-08-20T16:53:00.001+08:00

Entering and exiting as you please.
one have to follow it.
have you ever thought of the person.

2011-08-06T21:19:00.002+08:00

i update my dusty blog once a month.

Alot of things happen la.

almost anything,

everything is unpredictable.

nothing should be....

2011-07-07T22:20:00.002+08:00

somethings are unpredictable,

you have to accept it or try to change it.

when somethings happen,

you don't know what to do.

what to say?

what to do?

speechless....

2011-06-18T20:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i don't know what am i thinking.

this kind of feelings makes me feel so confused.

so complex and trying to get away from it.

It might be a mistake.

shouldn't think anymore,

ends here.

2011-06-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

i am lost in the mist of the forest.

2011-05-31T13:20:00.002+08:00

time travels very fast.

i am already grown up,

the times in pri and sec sch turned to memories.

i am not that myself anymore.

my world evolves around people.

I am just like the sun, around the earth.

these 2 weeks,

very busy with my fyp recording.

have to report to sch almost every weekday afternoon

can't play play anymore,

serious mood started! :)

2011-05-27T23:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes mind stuff with too many things might go crazy.

Or even you are not even you.

It's very pissed with small things when

your mood is already so down / upset.

Things is always not you dream of.

Learn to face it and adapt to it :D

2011-05-15T22:24:00.005+08:00

this week will be a fun week for me :D

mon and wed meeting my friends!

Miss them so much.!

fyp making my time so tight.

hais, should make my time busier!

year 3 module is giving me a headache.

grades can't get any better.

workload is double of the previous 2 years.

Hair getting lesser and whiter. HAHA

2011-05-07T00:16:00.000+08:00

AH HA, here i am again.
I was wondering,
should i cut my hair short?
then with with long side.
Don't know how to put it.
Seems cool man,
i seen girly girl cut that style! :D

Have been quite busy on weekdays,
on my fyp thingy and school work.
This is the year i actually felt so stress.
after since O level ends.
I lose my temper so easily.
i shouldn't have. :

2011-05-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

yeah yeah yeah.
a new look on my blog :D
changed the pictures and the text,
Kind of tiring,
spent an hour to ps the pic and do everything nicely :D

started school,
everything is smooth.
i don't reminisce the past years ,
its over,

but i surely will reminisce my secondary school years :D

started my year 3 life,
FYP, portfolio development.
omg, it's getting tiring.
back ache, worst =.=

2011-04-23T23:46:00.001+08:00

What is love?
What is like?
What is hate?

it is easy to like,
it is easy to hate,
it is not easy to walk in my heart,
and walk out of it.

2011-04-10T02:17:00.001+08:00

A best friend for life, 2 or 3 is enough :D

2011-03-22T17:58:00.001+08:00

what should i write?
its all in my dairy :)

cry or smile, also one day will be over.
smile would be better isn't it.

It will try my best,
really. jia you worh.

:D

2011-03-18T15:49:00.002+08:00

I am worried.
but i don know what t say to you,
To make you happier,
i could only standby near to to let you know my presence,
to let you know i care,
hope you could read my mind.

I promise you mom,
we will be together for another 8 years,
i will take care of you,
my last promise to your mom :

I don want to let you see i tears,
later you would be more upset,
i held back my tears,
but i don know how to let out my emotions.

We will meet again,
next week, i will make you happier

2010-12-31T23:26:00.001+08:00

Soon it gonna be the end of 2010 and
going to be 2011! :D

hope it will be a nice year for me.
and hope everything goes well.

guys, i love you to max! :)

2010-12-25T01:36:00.002+08:00

hey, its christmas today.
I decided to spent my day with baby,
since no one ask me out.
Is a good thing to watch my baby grow up months by months.
The smile, the laughter, the everything.
Simply love her to max.
When she cried, my heart feel "sour"
When she laugh, i feel happy

Although we don have any blood relation.
But i truely treat her like my own.

How are you guys?
when you read my dead blog,.
?Smiles. cya.
Gonna sleep soon.,
before baby scream to wake me up tml.

2010-12-03T14:11:00.002+08:00

I dion't need comment from you.
I shall bear it.
when will this fcuking thing end.?

I seriously don like the life i am i now.

2010-11-02T10:28:00.002+08:00

Who actually could understand?
the years that i have been through.
I grew more older, the lonlier i got.

Its is so the life that i unwanted.
But i don't have a chioce to,
i also don really understand it.

How i wish i could enter a time machine
and delete the unhapy monents.

2010-10-09T23:22:00.003+08:00

well, it actually been a long time.
i seldom update my blog.
seems like no one is following the blog.
so whenever i update anot still the same right..
HAHA. anyway work ended.

finally could relax,
but school gonna start soon.
on tuesday, then new class,
mostly new people, but glad to meet my old classmate

haven't been out really with my bffs.
missing them soso much.. :
but i think will be meeting SWL and LX for dinner tml.
well, i think i am going off now..
so boring to type..

2010-09-23T00:06:00.003+08:00

I started work le.
damn tired..
leg pain.....! foot...
stand for like 6 hours a day.
aw... i just wanted to get my pay then say bye bye!
WAHAHHA:!

left few more days,
work till end of sept.
then first 2 week oct rest at home.
recover restless sleep...

starting school soon,
new class,
but sure see familiar faces,
as my course only got like 125 student
so only max 5 class.
definetly 1 or 2 familiar faces.
PD staring, what to do?
CE haven finish, have to buck up.

go sleep now.
if got time then i blog again ba.

2010-09-06T22:53:00.002+08:00

Thanks to all who attended my birthday party!
I had fun!

I currently working till end of sept.
so kinda busy, can't blog.
i am selling Robin i-pen
include 2GB SD card.
Able to read at least 188 robin english books.
Its able to use from 2-9 years old.

I am working at popular!
So if interested,
tell me.
i can tell you more details!
:)

2010-08-17T17:59:00.003+08:00

I had sent out the FB invitation.
Please kindly go respond it.

YEAH YEAH!
Month of August is so exciting. :)
thurs, going buffet, movie, flyers!

2010-08-12T22:25:00.001+08:00

YAH YAH!
tomorrow last day of school@

holiday soon..
who got job intro me ah?

2010-07-27T11:01:00.003+08:00

hi, i am back again.
i finally thought of what to give to SY for birthday present.
quite a nice gift.
how i wish its mine!
watching drama, shows, anime.
non stop, at least once a dayy,
keeps my boredom away.~!
hip hip horay,!

counting down to my birthday,
happy isn't it.
my besties and friends all around my house,'
enjoyable moment !
update when i have time,,

2010-07-20T11:37:00.003+08:00

There is 2 overseas trip..

Service-learning trip
to VIETNAM
25th Sept to 6th Oct
amount : ard $400

Trip to JAPAN
5 oct to 10 oct
amount: around $550

which should i go? :
MONEY pls drop from sky!

2010-07-08T13:19:00.001+08:00

WHY every time i give out my heart,
ended up got hurt.
Time and time again.

Seriously enough.
nothing to say

don make me give up..
..............

2010-07-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

anyone want come my school find me eat lunch?
most of the time, eating take-aways.

why is this happening to me?
FCUK! such a stupid..

that's it.
nothing else.

2010-06-28T20:14:00.006+08:00

one month didn't update.

blog lesser and lesser now a days.
well, i am busy and to busy.
watching dramas and animae WAHAHAHA

Honestly.

I had great classmates and had fun tgt with them.
The most happiest time in RP whihc i never had before.
If i had a birthday party, i surely ask your to come :)

shall blog next time....

2010-05-24T14:43:00.003+08:00

miss the times in sec sch life,
but time couldn't travel back ..

older = more mature
indeed now i am more mature,
but i am no longer the usual self.

I thought that this would be better,
but it makes me feels not really good...

Well, nest week holiday till 13 june
i think stay at home bah...
i think there won't be any sms-es, calls....
woohoo, slient................................

2010-05-06T18:15:00.005+08:00

i am going to say bye bye to my korea trip as,
i do not have money to pay for it. $841

damn upset la u know.
meeting the crietria is already difficult,
getting choosen is super lucky lo.
so what the use of being choosen.
good student with no money can go bang the wall.

no money, then don go la.
i going to bathe now.
where i could feel the water flowing down my head,
without noticing, the droplets from my eyes.

2010-04-14T18:59:00.003+08:00

I rarely update. sry ya.
too lazy and nothing to update too.

Aw. school starting tomorrow.
Tomorrow is art of story module.
wonder what is it?
Went to brought drawing materials today.
A2 sketchpad. damn big.
wonder how i take to school every friday?

New class, new classmates, new faci, new environment,
new semster, new class, new module. finally year 2 now
completely new to me. need time to know them

2010-02-22T18:26:00.000+08:00

back from malaysia.
nothing to do..

waiting for my ut3 grades!

2010-02-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

I am actually not worried about my UT3.

but i am more concern of baby.
missing her too much.........
there is not a single day without missing you.
watching the video i took,
u was making some sounds,
i did keep repeat....
ya--ya.
ya-ya-YA-YA-YA - Ooh
this is what she sounds like.

tomorrow i decided to cut my cut,
er, not cut, is trim
and night ask my mom to colour my hair.

sunday going sheng siong in afternoon,
night go fuo dang,
eat veterian buffet cum steamboat. =D

it actually left 7 days before i could see baby.

2010-02-04T12:19:00.002+08:00

I just notive that actually during this 1 year of schooling..

Those incidents made myself,
more solitary, more independent and lesser smiles.

I also do not know why is that a change,
reason unknown.
Sometimes i could be smiling, someimes i could be "cool"

The friends i had hurted by me,
sorry.
Because i am not knowing whta happening either.

My more improvised way of letting emotions,
the venue is still in bathroom while bathing.
But now, improved.
open the shower pray and make it spray to the ceiling.
it falls down like dizzle rain.
i have been sitting by the wall,
for 1/2 hour. ...................................

2010-02-02T09:43:00.002+08:00

New anime that i had been watching.

Ouran High School Host Club =D

Guys there are so handsome,

wonder if how they drew them.

Hai pai tian xin is over.

next coming up got more show...

UT coming, need study...

but just moody la,

cannot go back with baby,

YEAH, going malaysia....

2010-01-25T08:54:00.002+08:00

Sunday all packed@!
Yesterday went to city square to shop.
There was so damn big.
Pricing was reasonable or even cheaper!
There is a sale on everlast, converse, puma and other brands( i forget the names)
Things there are quite cheap,
as SG -> RM is 2.4 exchange rates.

Spent quite alot ytd.
My father spend total 210 ..
I also brought 1/2 dozens of dounts. (RM12.50 include govt tax)
Alot of studds to eat la.
Cause JB cheaper than SG, eat more... =D

This week going to bishan there.
Where the big empty land was converted to big CNY sales.
Shopping =D

Next week going sheng siong,
buying CNY stuffs like drinks, etc.

Next week week at malaysia already.. =D

Looking forward to go m'sia with baby..
Missing you so much.. =)
Learn how to walk ok? don't scared.
Jie jie here for you. Love you always..

2010-01-11T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hais long time never blog =D
times wasn't like before.
i felt so different.

yeah. this week sun maybe going city square.
at JB!! got alot shops to shop.
something like vivo city.
but is cheaper and more branded stuffs like nike!!

disappointed with results.
just smile man..

2009-12-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

My sister cute?

So ardorable..

I spent days with her.

friday late afternoon to tues afternoon

4 days! she is so active.

quite tiring yet enjoyable.

holidays is here.

till 4 jan then need go back sch.

nothing to do actually.

who will need to hire ppl like for 2 weeks plus.

holiday equal boring.

will find some thing to do la.

..................................

2009-12-06T22:17:00.002+08:00

Why am i always the one being misunderstood?

felt sosososososo upset.

i can't match your time.
neither could you.
what am i to you?

anyway, tml maths lesson!
woohoo!!

2009-11-30T19:02:00.003+08:00

Maybe to me, i am insighnificant to someone,
but others mind think that,
these insignificant things are what make us significant.

Had fun in maths lesson today,
i like to hang outisde of school during 2nd break,
free from computer! =DD
go walk walk, talk talk.
OMG, its going holiday soon!
i hope to faster come,
but i scared of boring....
u can book outing with me anyday,
FOC! WOWOWOW HAHA!

Things kept in myself,
felt very burden at times,
but choosen not to say,
its difficult to believe someone.
its difficult to show you my naked heart.
and its easy for you to stabbed a knife in my heart.
Therefore, it is rare that i show my naked heart.

2009-11-24T21:13:00.002+08:00

Today problems seems easy,
but we never really answer it.
ya, after so much work,
equal not solving.
didn't have my lunch till 2pm.
so hungry,ust to finish ppt.
ended up a mess,
forget it. =/

ya, this friday is public holiday,
i going to see my lil sister.
i miss her so much man.!

aw, sis going johor..
no one accompany eat.. =(
no one cooks at my aunt house..
too bad lo, take aways..

i wonder how baby have grown up.
missing her everyday...
going there before i have my next test,
later not free again.

i wonder what is in your mind.
how i wish i can read your mind..

2009-11-22T00:26:00.002+08:00

some random things i do online last time?
kinda true, let u understand me better...

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

You are Gold Cheetah, who possesses feminine attraction under your bold and youthful attitude. You are very modern up-to-date woman. Unlike your kindly appearance, you tend to be short tempered and rather too sensitive and sharp.
You are really a clear-cut type of person, and can be hard minded.When young, you will go straight to whatever you are aimed at, and therefore you may experience clash of ideas with your parents.
You hate compromising, and may wish to quickly leave home and live on your own.
Once you have set an objective, you will put in your maximum effort to achieve the goal.
You will also use anything to get what you want, and this may seem rather attractive and cute to others.
In ordinary every day life, you can differentiate your ideals and reality. You tend to think hard about interests and calculation.
You tend to think hard about interests and calculation. You are a quick minded person, and therefore can carry out things cheerfully.
You are very humane, easy to get on with, and honest. Your characteristic is that you look very logical sort of person at first.
Your realistic personality is better suited to stay working rather than to become a housewife.
You will be able to keep both your career and your family.
If you stay just as a house wife, you can be rather too strict on education, and become a nagging mother.

some real facts about me.

Don't always assume when i smile, means i am happy,
when i am really sad, means something had make me feel the pain.
when i felt hurt, no one really know cause i will try to fake a smile,
when i cry, means somethings really broke my heart, seriously..

best spot to cry? during shower time.

I can lie to myself i did not cry just the tapwater that flow down my cheeks.

This make up what i am.

2009-11-21T21:17:00.002+08:00

hey ya.
staying at home every saturday.
no outings, no meetings,
play games, watch dramas.
kinda bored.
who is kind enough to ask me out next sat?

hope my other UTs grades can be better than my cognitive.
maths -A! must study more.
but i think i sold me maths and a-maths textbook,
and ten years series. now searching..

maths don't change team ah.
like what i am now.

being happy =D
is what my sis said.....

2009-11-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

I am happy today.
I was able to do maths easily!
first time feeling this way!
ya, sis must remember ok?

omg, next week is already week 8.
More As!
class outing?
be happy...

tml is weekend, let's stay at home and rot.
maybe next week staying at auunt house =D

pray to get A or B+ for maths..

2009-11-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

i don't know what is happening to me.
suddenly felt so bitter.
no smiles since taking bus home.
talk very little after class.
just a sudden thing.

Suddenly felt like drinking,
take away my sorrows.
i wanted a hug.
comfort me.
i am so strange..
do people start to hate me now?
why history is repeating.
why after experience so many times,
my heart stilll so hurtz.

hope tml will be better ah.

thanks ah sis, everytime chat with me.
never felt so good after entering poly life.
i can't imagine when i have never met you.

2009-11-17T23:05:00.005+08:00

cute right?

ny new sister!

Hope she come sch more often

Normally knowing friends,

we know the basic(likes,hates),

then know the in depth of them.

but we different ah,

unique ok!

hope to know more =D

15 weeks is coming soon,

good bye. is what we said.

memories is what we remembered.

friendship is forever.

but limit to my means. ...

smoking is bad for health.

smoke less.

healthy lungs =D

2009-11-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

have been coughing since last week.
but these few days was better.
Lesser cough.
Suppose 2-3 days ok already.
But i not good girl.
ya, smoking, cause me to cough.

Well, since i choosen this path,
blame who?
die early, then reborn early.!
LOL! WWAHAHAA

I normally pay attention to those i cared.
Like if they are coughing or what,
advise them don't drink cold stuffs
sore throat? don't eat fried food.
yea? sis u know what i meant right.
But is i was the one noticing,
when others start to notice me?
tiring.

therfore, i am moody.
just moody lo, no explainations.
make me laugh. pls.

2009-11-15T21:13:00.005+08:00

I brought it at $198 @ singtel.
I switch from stahub to singtel.
got mio package mobile offer.

WOW, my new HP.
Samsung Ultra Touch, S8300
Golden Beige!

GOLD COLOUR!!
looks great.

I am new to touch screen phone..
Trying. it seems fun!
charging batt now.

2009-11-14T21:54:00.001+08:00

this bowl of melon soup!

SO BIG BOWL!

i drank it all.

so sweet.

mom's oup so nice~!

2009-11-14T21:00:00.003+08:00

in life everything is unpredictable.

we yesterday chat on webcam for 2.5 hours!
talk craps, laugh, jokes.
so fun =D
i happen t know a new friend for just 6 week.
but actually started talking to her on the fourth week,
time so short right,
she knew me well.
humans so strange right.
such a short time,
know someone quite well.

everytime is always me to know my friends,
then they know me.
now, really touched la.
wonder how will we be when semseter 2 is over.

i only wanta friend to let me tell my sorrows to.
a shoulder to let me cry when i am sad.
a person that will never lie to me.

i am tired, to care about everyone.
see who will notice my existence.

2009-11-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

So cute right?

my classmate =D.

both of us cute =D

sorry we not les ...

WAHHAAHAHA

days are fun in sch..

sometimes boring ah.

weekends?

change HP?

do nothing?

2009-11-11T21:04:00.002+08:00

have been walking home after sch since last week.
with a few of my classmates.
eat with some of them =D
they are nice ppl ...

times past very very fast.
week 6 already,.
mix quite well with a few of them.
listening ear, boss?

class event? i want....
chalet =D bbq. gather around....

2009-11-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
MY BABY SISTER! 1 year old already!

I find it very childish that,
talking about people,
where the person could actually see you.
the person knew that somehow,
your was talking bad about her.

If happen to me,
just ignore, since they haven grow up!
immature mind.
if you have comments about the person,
then just go infront of her and say.
u have the guts to gossip behind her back,
then you would have guts to say it infront of her
gave some stupid nicknames,
fire can't covered with paper.
Secrets are being let out.

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! smile =D

whenever you want to do a certain thing,
think first, or else you would regret later.

HAHA, these 2 days,
walking home with nana and ffery.
jokes on the way home.
found out that ......
secret.

2009-11-02T08:26:00.003+08:00

HAHAH@!
yesterday went to celebrate my baby's birthday!
my baby is none other than my cute baby sister.
So fast. she is already celebrating her 1 year old birthday.
Well, yesterday was fun, took quite alot of photos.

what i am feeling now?
er, a little happy.
Sometimes, i really feel like being alone.
is just that feeling, i also don't know.

2009-10-25T18:55:00.002+08:00

OMG, first time chatting with..

felicia chin!

she seldom online, so happy to see her

she is so nice, replying to my msg.

I think she is busy, she went to work .

WAHAHA

chatting to a celebrity is so good!

MONEY drop from the sky..

i wan new hp.

2009-10-22T20:17:00.003+08:00

bear till now,
i finally drop my tears.
i think no one can understand.
how it is important to me.
it have been my ways of direction,
my goals. for 11 years. till now 12 years.

how i am in love with it,
how much i concern about it.
how much i went through to get what i am today.

in sec sch, i am always the top few.
the first time getting this.
from heaven to HELL.

somebody will say, care so much for what.
just that small percentage.
if i never care, i won't even bother.
if i never care i won't even love.
if i never care, i won't feel so heart-aching.

its over, i can't change it.

2009-10-20T20:27:00.002+08:00

Very very disappointing.
The FIRST C grade i get for maths.
even in sec sch, i think i have never get a C before.
a C grade give me such a great impact.
my faith for maths weaker because of that C
to me, maths is part of my life.
my passion for maths never die.

I just felt that fcuking piss.
did much work but not as last week.
still a C. ppl halfway go get D.
Then wat am i? rather i half way go home better?
what for waste my time learn.
first i thought faci was nice.
he say that i some how lose my attention.
can't i rest a while.
who in the class don use FB, msn, etc.
i too heng alrd, when he saw me, i think i wasn't paying attenton
just that moment, wahahaahaahahaha

i got so shock when i see the grade.
the grade that i most concern about.
just felt damn unfair,
i think he will give lots of reasons
And just won't ever change the grades.
which faci will say that he is wrong or what.

damn upset and damn not happy.

2009-10-15T09:18:00.003+08:00

Hais.
today cognitive.
i am so weak in this.
Language so chim to understand.
Blur out through the whole day.
at least last semster got 6As.
I hate thursday man.

sorry to be a burden to the team..=/

2009-10-14T19:44:00.003+08:00

I am starting to bond with my new class mates.
They are funny.. OMG.
today topic about common sense!
if u in my class then u willl know.
I think i could remember everyone's name. =D

omg,
my classmate call me
ang ku kueh.!
LOL! so funny.
I present my slides with laughter,
better than last sem.
This sem i was so talkactive.
maybe i should quiet a bit. =(

Of cos maths is my favourite module.
Got 1A, 3Bs, 1C.
of cos, maths is A. =D

I got to enjoy with the time with my classmates while i can
Cause 16 weeks later, we will say bye bye.
W46B, B for brillant!

2009-10-11T01:12:00.002+08:00

W46B. class mates was so cute.
enjoy going to school with those weird things happening.
class as usual.
almost know all the classmates names.
getting to know them better.

This weekend and next weekend
will be working at the old school,
located near plaza singapura.
see me there then =D

2009-10-02T20:52:00.003+08:00

HAIS.
got my new class.
W46B. B for Brillant. LOL!
saw my new classmates names.
Found one familiar name.
HAHA!
new faces, new people.
Hope to see u all on monday!
My classmates all SIT students!
i think mostly SIT students in lvl 6.
most of my friends at lvl 4, 5,6!
all same block! cute!

i hope my classmates are cute and friendly,
AH HA!
first day of the lesson.
COFIRM got one thing to say.!
ice breakerS! your name, my name their names.

Faci: So, what your name, dip or even sem 1 GPA

Hello.! my name is cheong kuei lee.
From Diploma in Interactive and Digital Media.
Sem 1 GPA of 3.3

This continues for 5 days i think?

2009-09-30T21:07:00.001+08:00

SAW my grades! 3.3?!!!!

WTH! i got 3.3!

i expected 3.5.

no scholarship then.

(clcik to see better).

anyway i take of my IC and HP no.

=P. I am happy

2009-09-30T20:34:00.002+08:00

OMG, my NRIC got the starter prize!
worth of 250 dollars flew away
because i never buy =(
next time i will remember,
at least buy iBet,
haha, i brough 4D every week.
can't help it.
money too attracting.

next week starting of school.
aw, no more playing.
hi to my new classmates instead.

2009-09-25T22:02:00.002+08:00

tml class outing,
annual ..l
so long never see my class mates.
haha! how r they?
hope tml will be fun.

omg, mioPlan is coming!
tues, i can use my new internet modem.
10mbps! will be very fast,
nioTv, also can watch.
so good!

2009-09-22T15:11:00.003+08:00

Now, i see more of friends blogs than their faces.
look at the pictures of them, i knew they are happy.
i am contented,
god i pray, wished them to be forever happy.
nearly a month, mostly at home.
using com, playing games, watching dramas.
on laptop 12 hours a day.
msn on almost all the time.
when you online, did u see me online?
bother to say "how r u?"
of coss, i saw lots of ppl online.
even chating to me, must got things to say.
i agreed, whether u want to go where.
i am tired, really tired.
at least i have sweet memories.
thanks. =D

Oct is coming!
have a big "project" coming.
got work!!!
a week could earn 400 plus!
but must miss classes.
wonder hows my newclassmates.

2009-09-19T22:12:00.002+08:00

book launch at esplanade library.

first time there, nearly lost my way.

see the books?

this is the book!

going to launch today!

a chinese poems.

guess this is who?

Royston Tan!

the director of 881, 12 lotus.!

he was so near to me!

WOWOW! big director leh!

see the 4 guys?

from left is the singer, forget name.

1003DJ, ah hao i think?

music composer, forgot name.

the one with mic?

is the author of the book above!~

2009-08-29T23:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday was happy!
But seriously i was almost drunk dead!
I got really dizzy,
can't walked properly.

I neglected some of you.
ca't really entertain all of you.
in the midst of game,
can't walk away.
I chose to be drunk.

I vomited 3 times,
but i feel better,
cure those wounds.

head keep spinning.
I see the floor,
its spinning.
chocolate cake was nice!

2009-08-28T14:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY birthday to ME!
going to be real busy till night.
today 9 plus wake up,
acc me mom go market buy stuffs.
now going to prepare things.
thanks for those wishes,
thanks for your wish,
although u didn't come,
i know you are always around.

i will try to upload photos sooon.

I am so shocked!
hop to other ppl's blog,
i actually see my big face there~!!!
so scary~!!
i gonna be happy.

2009-08-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

This is my class photo,

last time seeing them.

1 more hour,

officialy 18.

hopping around blogs tml,

Later will be flooded of me?!

LOL, tml will be a busy day!

bye.

2009-08-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

HOW long exactly is the cold war?
when u decided to talk to me.
This six years, the only time,
that we quarrel tilla week have passed.
the most seriously and deadly one!
i don't know what should i do.
these days my blog entries is all about u.
trying to tell u something.

i msg u, msn u.
Wonder is u got read anot.
so try typing on blog, let u see.
how many weeks u wanted?

or u decided not to talk to me forever.
till even i am dead? in other world?

HAVE U DECIDED TO END THIS REALTIONSHIP!
not even responses to me. nothing.
in life time how many ten years i have?
been together 6 years, nothing matters to u.
it matters to me, time will show u everything.
you are happy with your workmates,
maybe even happier than we used to be.
but i can say, nothing really
make me as happy when u around.
memories is left with all i have.

2009-08-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

NO MORE SCHOOLING!
1 month break, any job intro?
2 more days i will be official 18!

the one wo share my joy.
not here any more.
when will our cold war end?

2009-08-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

It feel terrible to lose a good friend.
Have you feel that you lose mood in anything you do?
I do, moodless, not as happy as last time.

I do not want to feel this way again.
feel like something not completed.
how many message i have sent?
lost count..

avoid going bp, scared of facing you.
cause i do not know what to say.

School is ending tomorrow,
suppose i am happy about it.
Now, what feelings? still not very happy.
Birthday coming, really honestly,
i do not really feel happy.
Just feel that something is missing,
you are not here.

2009-08-22T19:51:00.002+08:00

(converstaion in chinese)
a month ago, i told my mom i want to open party.
she say "judi ayam confirm coming"
then "yes, i nodded, confirm she will come".

now, what if she ask me if you are coming?
no, she wasn't coming?
what if she ask why?

except for sec 1 and 2, i didn't open party.
this is the fourth year.
she came every year.
what happen to this year?

sometime in the year, after chinese new year.
she came with a friend to my house for drinking.
we open carlsberg, we cheers, we were happy.
what will happen when this year she wasn't around?
past 3 years, she came, she entertained my guests for me.
I don't have time to entertain everyone.
we drank up the red wine, carlsberg.
we were happy.
will this year i will be happy??

i know a moment of angriness, words will just out of control.
but after i relax and think , i won't be angry anymore.
don know why everytime i can't angry people for long time.
words remain unspoken.
heart aches. too much.
i decided to invite some of my poly classmates.
hope they will come la.
they live so far just to come down to celebrate!

my smiles seems real.
but its fake

2009-08-21T14:01:00.000+08:00

All those years alone
The wind has passed the rain had gone
There wer tears there were wrong
Things we hold dear i still recall

If you've had true love then i would know
There is loneliness there are goodbyes
There are dreams always there is you in my heart

Friends walk this life together
Those days will not return
One word one life
A lifetime relationship,a cup of wine
With friends you won't be lonely
Lifelong friends you'd understand
There are wound there is pain
Must go our seperate ways
Always there is me.

A lyrics by peng you. A chinese song.
friends, i love you.

2009-08-21T07:30:00.000+08:00

i know, no matter.
how many times i apologise,
you won't come, jjust a word "sorry"
what i wrote to you in msg,
really have a very deep feelings.
a feelings that how much hurt i am.
i knew someone will protect me.
now, will there be?
why i choose not to say?
let you be happy.
i felt indebted to you,
i am being happy for 5 years,
yours now. sorry again

who is coming? for my party?
faster reply me.

2009-08-20T23:29:00.000+08:00

nothing could really delete those memories in secondary school life.
Not even poly life, sec sch life better.
bully teachers, making fun of them,
go around the sch disturbing lower sec little boys and girls.
I secondary 5 ma, oldest among students. ! =D
rather a bad student.
went "blue room" equal discipline room. 2 times!
got scolded by teachers so many times.
sec 2 more worse,
make fun of ourselves.
playing with npcc command.
right hand up and move to out.
those npccs use to spread out themselves.
i and my friends actually use it in greeting the teachers,!
so loud! then command, we moved.
"good morning , miss ang"
next sentence is...
"kueilee, get out of the class!" LOL!
scolded! but so funny.

poly life is like not even 10% of its laughter.
miss my red packet sch uniform..
did bad stuffs!
i smoke with my sch uniform.
secretly, never been caught for 4 years?
cause sec 1 good students.
hide cigarettes at classroom roof.

but manage to have quite good results.!
thanks to my teacher arh!
"sometimes somewhere someone decided,
that zhenghua secondary will be created."

Sorry to mdm chong!
keep asking her to repeat a-maths things.
today she teach i fully knew,
second day she ask me, "i forget"!
"can re teach?"!
MUST thanks SIM SHAN TING!
ebing my little a-maths teacher.
teaches me alot, i was so dunmb.

2009-08-20T18:38:00.003+08:00

Who knows how am i feeling now?
more and more people not coming.
some 6 plus then can make it.
aren't my birthday not even important?

i am always the one doing the jobs.
i want to slow down my pace.
see you all even know i exist in ths world.
Very tired of it.
i let you see my true heart,
yet nothing comes out of it.

how i wish plain water like redwine.
make me drunk, me me forget my pain a while.

pls, don ask what happen.
i hate people asking.

left me alone,
tears in shower.

2009-08-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

i not being rude to any religions.
i said my point of view.
going church then u consider holy?
quitting smoking drinking aren't holy.
who in the world don't drink? smoke?
monk? nun? yes they don't.

i wonder why u change that much.
after visiting it every weekends?

If a friend is really like buddies,
she won't even care you are holy a not.
What she care is just be yourself.

Words are remain unspoken.
i could not really talk well in english.
i am the one who is experiencing it before,
i knew it, that's why i told u.

everything changes, it short amount of time,
after we graduated.

You said u changed!
but i don feel any change in you,
i can't sense where are u.
yes, u changing for better,
but are u changing to become happier?

Like me, how people say how big size i am.
i do the way i want.
but eat lesser fats foods, be healthy.
Doesn't mean, 1 people say ask u be skinny then u lose weight.
Right to be yourself, is the most happiest.

2009-08-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

2009-08-17T19:04:00.000+08:00

I wonder which i the most important?
money? friendship?

2009-08-14T14:06:00.002+08:00

Top stalkers of my facebooks!

See they are sick?!

LOL, i am popular.

They are my regular stalkers.

cause i keep checking every week.

And i just sent out 21 invitations.

Mostly are secondary school mates.

i invited 4 primary school friends only =(

So come ok?

Those not invited? Tell me ok? cause i like invite who? who arh?

Or even i don even want intend to invite you.

2009-08-12T11:13:00.002+08:00

i wonder why people are so un mature in mind?
i really know what goes around me.
those words that spread around.

but i just ignore what they say.
i am happy myself. =D

wow, joke of the day.

faster, my birthday is coming.
then everything will be over.
not going to see u any more.

2009-08-09T23:07:00.000+08:00

does your words always real?
or just say for the sake tomake me happy.
i don't even feel happy after graduate from sec sch.
what's feel my heart?
all my besties, fill their time with projects.
i seeems the one who having most of the time free

expressions on my face doesn't mean what i am feeling right now.

nowadays going to arcade,
doesn't make me happy
i have to grow up.
ignore all the jeer , don't care them.

2009-08-06T14:24:00.003+08:00

YEAH! this week mon maths i got A!.
now total got 7A ,6B !
i wan 2 more As. then 60% As!
THEN my overall module grade for maths will be
at least B+ or A.
have to depends greatly on my UT3.
i heard UT3 will be harder, from UT2.
means DIE!.
must practice more A-maths.
Kinda weak in combination and permutation.
mean, median, mode too.

science have to improve.
weakest, cause no As.
at least my othter module have A and C, MOST bs.
then A and C cancel out become B.
SO ALL Bs.
BUt science got 3 Cs, no As to cancel with.

MINIMUM target for m sem 1 garde will be 3.5
i wan show my mother, doesn't mean i go RP
means cannot get good grades.

2009-08-03T23:32:00.005+08:00

OH i am back,

sat night and sun was at pasir ris.

at my aunt house.

went to see baby.

miss her so much. LOTS!

IS IT CUTE!

I KNOW IS VERY CUTE!

I really hope everyone will come for my birthday =D

i will send u email or sms soon for details.

but to those who know where then ok lor!

will baby come that day?

i do miss everyone.

2009-07-30T14:58:00.003+08:00

TOday programming was so sucks.
Left only 12 people, 3 groups.
faci say can before 3 dismiss.
thn keep dragging.
ask questions ask non-stop.
WTH!
now 3pm still haven 6P.
FCUKING waste time.
AS if someone will listen?

Meeting sy later? for dinner?
so bored at home.
wan go somewhere..
SUPER BORING.
play games?
not really like it.

2009-07-28T22:56:00.000+08:00

anyone want to accompany me for my the day before my birthday night?
suddenly my heart was so empty.
the negative feelings almost covered my happy ones.
since long long time i last smile happily.
since very long i last saw baby.
I really miss her =D

what am i doing?
laptop and also laptop.
facing it everydAY,
i guess it knew me the most,
because it seen me happy, sad and angry.
vent anger on my laptop, HAHA!
life seems meaningless.
everyday go to school, then dismiss.
i can't find any joy.

finally watched finish chinese paladin 3.
now nothing to do le...

going to find more drama to entertain myself,
since is not the first time anyway.
month of august faster come,
take away all my sadness.

2009-07-27T15:05:00.004+08:00

Yeah, today is maths.
I think today can't get 5th continuous As.
i mess up today,
I was more hyper after lunch break. =D
although only 14 left, but quieter.
not really use ot it.

OMG, i saw at plaza TS,
$39.90 for chinese paladin 3.
NEW ARRIVALS!! YEAH!
but i not going to buy, since i have the whole episode.

K.o.3an guo faster out..
ep23! =D

Who can make me happier.
moody this day, stuck at home whole day.
facing laptop from morning to night,
i want you, where are you?
where my friendship have gone?

Eactly 1 more month to mt 18th birthday,'
Your alll knew who i have invited.
I feel that for me, if is my friend's birthday celebration,
i will cancel everything and went to the celebrations.
but is due to soem minor reasons,
you are not coming.
i will be disappointed.
because everyone i have invited ,
it have a place in my heart,
important to me.
Yeah, someone know what am i saying,
cause i remembered,
when i was sec 2 or 3,
she wasn't able to come.
i was sad, quarreled with her on the phone.
ended, both cried,
i just wanted her to come,
as if the one who is important not here,
what for open party?
don take to heart for what i said.
i.... =/

bye

2009-07-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

OMG, see? nice right?

i love this drama! FAVOURITE!

.

2009-07-21T12:32:00.002+08:00

仙剑奇侠传之灵珠神剑 / Xian Jian Qi Xia Zhuan Zhi Ling Zhu Shen Jian
eng: chinese paladin 3.

OMG, its so funny!~!
My download speed was slow.. =(

i addicted to so many dramas.
Hu Ge looks so handsome.
Yang mi so pretty.
Both of them so funny!

a month more, everything will be over.
I will be happy again.

OMG, Jin Yi.
thanks for your videos.
we happen to watch the saem drama.

2009-07-19T00:58:00.002+08:00

I AM SO FCUKING PISS OFF WITH MY HOME'S INTERNET SPEED!
I SO DAMN SLOW THAT ONLY DOWNLOAD SPEED WAS,
20KB/S! FREAKING SLOW!

I WILL SCREAM WHO EVER GET ON MY NERVE.!
I SCOLDED MY BRO TOO.
HE DON WAN TO CHANGE THE BROADBAND PLAN!

I ALMOST SCREAMING TO EVERY OF MY FAMILY

2009-07-17T19:13:00.003+08:00

Some updates for my module grade
Maths- 5As, 5Bs, and UT1 A
Enterprise-2As, 7Bs, 1Cs, 1X and UT1 C+
Cognitive- 3As, 4Bs, 3Cs , 1D and UT1 D+
Programming-2As, 7B, 2Cs and UT! B
Science-6Bs, 3Cs, 1Ds and UT1 B

omg i am so happy!
3 straight As from P08 till P10!
i wan keep it up. 5 more lessons to go.
hope i got score 8As/15 lessons.
AND more Bs or even As for enterprise.
cause is like easiest to get Bs!!
OMG! science forever no As!

so my stronger 2 module can help my weaker ones.
hope my UT2 maths don't disappoint me.
I wan a A!! =D
next sem i will be taking,
Mathematics II =D
Marketing =)
Web and new media communications =)
Cognitive processing and problem solving II =/
Introduction to communication practice =)

2009-07-17T08:07:00.003+08:00

Aw, i am sad.!
got cognitive UT1 garde is D+
9/25. still a pass as they moderate the marks.
but 11/25 is C+.
AND 14/25 is B+
means 10/25 is C!
omg, 1 more mark. i will pass!

as A, B+, B, C+, C is pass.
D+ and D is conditional pass.
E, F is fail!
X is absent! =D

i must buck up for maths and enterprise.
as it is the easiest to get a A for daily grade.
My goal for this first sem is to get a B or even B+
for all the module grade add together.

I just hate science!
the stupid faci. Keep give me Bs and Cs!
and even a D. my first D was given by him.
luckily next sem, no science!
but got maths II! =D
WOOHOOS!

2009-07-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

I am lost.

2009-07-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

today never went out.
went downstairs to changes specs.
cut hair, =D
changes for me? HAHA!
i will look weird with my new specs!
i was unable to upload my photo!
i wan to dye a new hair colour!
WOHOO!

Uts coming, 3 more to go.
i hope maths will get another As,
i expect of it. I am super strict in this!
don laugh at me arh,,,

2009-07-12T01:16:00.001+08:00

I wished someone will acc me on eve of my birthday,
Watch midnight movie,
crazy like hell.
18 years old life is different.

2009-07-09T20:49:00.002+08:00

How i wish i would receive a call or sms that.
"hey, let's go out."
i really really wanted to re-win the time.
i won't be in pain so much.
all the laughing, disrespectfull.
all go away pls. FUCK OFF!
don ask me why.

time go faster,
i want the month of aug,
and everything will be over,
happiness will then approach!
cause someone birthday coming!

my best result is maths i think?
i got 4 As 5Bs, no more lesser than that!
luckily got his module to help me.
cause other module damn lousyy =/

OMG, i am in love with
2 types of SUBWAY COOKIES! (guess flavours?)
CHOCOLATES!
Mc cafe double choco frappie!
Sweetalk choc blended with mix jelly
7-11 garlic bread!
old chang kee curry puff, fried sotong!
choco cake!
prima deli waffle!
RP food heaven, taiwan delight mushroom chicken
RP iss foodcourt western, speagetti( i don know how to spell)
DURAIN!
The cathy Astone western food! SO nice!
recommended by S-WL!
And finally love big sweetland, toy catcher!

2009-07-08T11:04:00.003+08:00

do and see your personality. Quite true.
http://www.personalitypathways.com/type_inventory.html

after done go this website,

http://www.myersbriggs.org/my-mbti-personality-type/mbti-basics/the-16-mbti-types.asp#ENFP

mine is ENFP! LOL,

today have UT, so sad.
UT coming up!

2009-07-05T21:37:00.003+08:00

Friendship cannot be measure.

ps. to that person, if u still want to be hostile to me,
then continue your childish act,
i don seems that i have any wrong to u.
you sometimes talk to me,
sometimes don't bother me.
Why u have to act in this way.
and don't keep going around and telling other people about me.
since u want to say,
come face to me and say.
but i sill remain nice to you.
a friend is better than a foe.
i just keep don know why u react this way.
even if i am wrong,
i think is times back,
because since long long time that we last talk or even sms.
basically, i don't feel any wrong.

and don be sensitive, i am not saying u.
to that person, u know it.. =D

LASTLY, SWL let's us go back there again!
my birthday is coming! rmb horh! LOL, jk!
and i intend to open party again, like last year.
but this year more food! more people of cos.
finally more carlsberg and more WINE!
i will buy it myself.!
i hope everyone make free on that day itself.
the list is coming out soon.
will be a month before, that make u free first!
i book u all. =D